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Whoa buddy.... [16 Jan 2005|11:04pm] grades are so low...
I hope the exams might bring them up but I'm failing math for sure...
Plus, things are effin' crazy in other areas of my life...
I don't want to talk about it.
Lost a friend...started a called 'easy'. Yeah, things are pretty shitty.
And, I'm taking a break from LJ.
Not to mention I'm grounded and not supposed to be on the computer right now.
3 | bitch

[04 Jan 2005|07:31pm]
she's such a survey whoreCollapse )
5 | bitch

[02 Jan 2005|05:34pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

So, I sat on a swing set part of last night, and realized that I don't give a shit.
Really...Being single means I can flirt again, and not have to worry when I hug people, or sit on people or even come close to flirting with someone. I don't have to worry anymore.
And I don't have to be obligated to talk on the phone with anybody.
But...I'm going back to the swingset tonight...

3 | bitch

[01 Jan 2005|09:57pm]
Shit shit shit.
I should have at least been ready for it.
But I wasn't.
Shit shit shit shit shit.
5 | bitch

[01 Jan 2005|06:12pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

create your own personalized map of the USA
or write about it on the open travel guide

Oh...the random quiznessCollapse )

1 | bitch

My New Year: [01 Jan 2005|11:41am]
-had to watch stupid Disney Channel countdown (so no watching the ball drop!)
-ate sushi (this was good)
-jumped in the pool at midnight
-watched some south park
-fell asleep on the couch
-had to wake up at 7:30 to go to breakfast with my neighbors

And, yeah it sucked balls.

[31 Dec 2004|06:46pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

Seeing as he hasn't called back yet, it's very likely that I'll be spending New Years alone.
It's not so bad, except I miss him and I want to see him.
Love wants to kill me!
This sucks
On the bright side, I'm going to return my shoes and get my hair cut tomorrow. And that rocks hard, because my hair is the shittiest hair that ever lived.

2 | bitch

[31 Dec 2004|03:42pm]

[30 Dec 2004|01:56pm]

...but I'm happy at the same time and I wonder how that could be...

Oh jeeeeeeze....that was not supposed to sound deep...

How incredibally predictable... [29 Dec 2004|08:45pm]
i&apos;m in slytherin!

be sorted @
2 | bitch

[29 Dec 2004|07:43pm]
New journal
Friends Only
Don't know how much it'll be updated, but...I'm sick of people asking me who's feet smell.
3 | bitch

So... [29 Dec 2004|07:30pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

I finnished cleaning my room today. I will definatly be going out on New Years, thank you very much!
It seems like we see each other on holidays. Meh...oh well...
Oh well...Chrissy might come over tomorrow, but I wouldn't count on that. *shrug*
My mom wants me to start doing dance at church...I'm not so sure I want to...she even got me dance pants for Christmas (if I didnt' mention that before...)!

4 | bitch

Did that fat lady hurt you? [28 Dec 2004|07:44pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

I called.
I hung up.
Because he has AIM now, and we can talk online.
We're hanging out New Years...I hope seeing each other will make a difference.
I dunno...I hope so.
But, seriously, I have no idea what I was thinking? Why would I break up with someone that I like????
Oh well...whatever...this is my weird shitty life we're talking about. Of course nothing I do makes sense!

4 | bitch

The photographs your boyfriend took... [28 Dec 2004|05:20pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

I'm calling him tonight.
It may or may not be over and that is all I have to say.
Dude, I gotta tell you, this has SO not been my day!

Allie took that a loooong time ago...I didn't even know it was on my photobucket account.

5 | bitch

Okay well... [27 Dec 2004|08:30pm]
[ mood | good ]

My new camera eats batterys like a bitch. But, that's cool...whatever
Anyway...boring day. My mom finally figured the Anthony thing out. Took her long enough...ussually I would be like "But out" but she said to give him one more chance
God...I'm still working out what to say.
She only said that because he's the first guy I've dated that she even liked...
Oh well...I painted last night.
There's a picture of it in here...

I have a prospective lover and a new here...Collapse )

2 | bitch

[26 Dec 2004|10:22pm]
[ mood | embarrassed ]

You scored as Wrath.
















Seven deadly sins
created with

It's uh...the day after Christmas and it's like 80 fuckin' degrees... [26 Dec 2004|10:34am]
[ mood | blah ]

Up early. To clean, no less.
I'm not Cinderella, damnit!


at a complete and total loss [25 Dec 2004|10:46pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Waiting for my shows to come on...
It's Christmas...I don't want to think of ways to break up with him...
I have to, don't I?
This isn't fair to either of us.
Lila + Emma + hats= random white gangsta loveCollapse )

7 | bitch

I hate dogs... [25 Dec 2004|05:52pm]
I'm watching the people across the road's dog, right?
So, I just went over there and what do I find?
A thing of chocolate, mostly still together, but a lot of it gone.
The dog ate it.
Dogs can die from eating chocolate, if you didn't already know that...I'm screwed.
Oh, and you know you love my new layout. It's all pretty and white...the comments just say "bitch" again.
Another Anthony rant...cut for your saftey...I think we're pretty much over...Collapse )
5 | bitch

[25 Dec 2004|04:04pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Arg...back to my childhood and waking up early on Christmas. Joy. I am not a morning person and thanks to that I have a HUGE headache now.
Oh well...whatever...
Like my new icon? XD
Anyway...I got...
+ a sketchbook
+ The Princess Bride on DVD
+ The 4th and 5th Wheel of Time books
+ new camera (duhhhhhh)
+ Hot know...the Killers? Now I have the whole CD, not just three songs
+ a trucker hat with the Cheshire Cat on it (thank you Lila!)
+ a tiny little radio
+ lotsa candy
+ ink and brushes for Chinese caligraphy

I also got new chucks but...they're not in the right color (I can't wear 'em to school) so I'ma return 'em and get the right color. My mom was a little shocked when I opened the box...apparently my dad bought them and she didn't know. Ah well...whatever.
Much love, kids

4 | bitch

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